P.M.C

Not everyone's gonna make you happy, you need to learn to start making other's happy first; when they see it, they will wanna learn the secret of how you are able to do such things, step by step, people will take the effort to try to even make themselves, others happy and then the world will be a better place.

do your best in everything

I had an exciting day today!

I received my final results, graduating from Foundation in Science with a CGPA of 3.08. I wouldn't have done it without the constant help from my friends and I have my God to thank for, He encouraged me different ways I would never expected. So I'm about to start my degree in Biotechnology soon in two weeks time.

Since today was the last day of non-GST, I did my last minute shopping; grabbing some stuff I would need. Sebastian asked my parents whether he could take me out, my dad had actually wanted to come along to join us for lunch considering the amount of times my dad had paid for lunch when my boyfriend was around for lunch, hehe. Too bad, dad has to work.

Anyway, we went to town again for lunch and shopping. I first headed to Forever 21 and then Cotton on, followed by Sephora and H&M. I also bought a few things my sisters wanted since they had school going on. I got a few tops from H&M, a dress and Aztec shorts. A graphic-tee from Cotton On, another Aztec printed pants from F21 and some makeup from Sephora. 

Tomorrow I will be going out with Jezzebel for another round of shopping but I don't think I would be getting anything because I might have spent a lot today.

Some photos I've taken today.

Snaps and Mags

Just wanna say thank you to Jelena who spent a fair amount of time working and editing my blog, if you're reading this, thank you so much, I really appreciate your effort.

Today I didn't do much. Just snapped a few photos here and there since instagram has been pretty empty and I've finally something to update :) 

Devotions

Lately, I've been asking myself this question.

If God suddenly returns to take me home, am I ready for Him?

To be honest, my devotions have not been consistent until lately, I decided I should do more. It wasn't that I stopped it, I just do everything else except my devotions. It was wrong, I realized that now. God only wants a little of our time, out of 24 hours, half an hour is sufficient.

Come to think of it, God has blessed me in disguise for these 19 years of my life, but yet at times I've not been grateful for what He has given. I've done so many wrongs, I am definitely proud of it. The bible says God forgives us if we are sincere. That made me realize as well how forgiving my God is.

So God, if you're reading this, thank you so much for all you've done for me and my family.

Final paper, College completed, mission accomplished

The day I registered for this particular college, I hated it. I just think I'd won't fit in. I wasn't good at making friends, I always expect people to come talk to me but I guess there's always gotta be a change somewhere somehow.

I didn't enter college expecting myself to do well, I expected more failures, but that didn't happen. It wasn't a breeze I can tell you, no success comes without hard work.

I made so many good friends in college, a phase I never thought it would happen. I believe it was fate that brought us together. Through all the laughters, tears, joy, worrying for exams, birthday sabotage, lab/ groups work and pranks, I could honestly say I had fun. I don't think I regret anything. 

A situation which I think it was the worse proved me wrong. I've made friends who care about each other, looked out for each other and encourage, pushing each other to do better in their studies.

I'm just a 100m from the starting point of a race that I've yet to finish. My advice is that you have fun and study hard, and never ever give up no matter how bad the situation will be, because at the end of the day, you'll feel satisfied and trust me, it's gonna be worth it.

Chemistry - Third paper for finals

Chemistry is definitely a killer. From studying at 2pm till 12 am, taking a short nap at 12 then waking up and 2. Then waking up at 6, studying all the way till 10:00.

As ridiculous as it sounds, it was worth it. Jumbling up my sleeping cycle was something I knew would happen. Sometimes I feel that the preparation I've made was never enough.

I truly thank God for my helpful friends, guiding me throughout the way and encouraging me. 

Final Biology paper tomorrow, FIGHTING!

Ethics - Second paper of finals

Tired, sleepy and hungry.

Literally having 50 shades of dark circles under my eyes. I can barely open my eyes to even study for Chemistry.

Today's paper was easy, literally copied and pasted everything I've learnt.

I had sushi for lunch but guess all the studying now is gonna make me hungry all over again. I'm actually kinda surprised I still managed to keep 50% of my sanity and the other, flushed down somewhere.

Signing off Zzzz